March 13

this is my first blog entry!

i am really just not feeling anything anymore.
i think its depression but, i have nothing to be depressed about... or i do but i won't allow myself to be depressed about it because that makes me seem shallow...
i think its boredom... which might be a new factor of depression lol

i wish i had someone to complain about instead of something... wait that makes no sense...

i feel like life is just something you are suppose to do and because i don't do anything i sit and think... which doesn't help me action helps me!

i use to say on a regular basis how much i wanted a boyfriend... but i don't do anything about it

i wanted to learn how to drive but, i did nothing about it

see where i'm going?
i am going to start being more proactive with my life and DO! because doing gets stuff done!