boyfriend :)

i am in love with my boyfriend, i know this now because i am starting to get scared... ok maybe that doesn't make since, but i just know its real. i saw him on new years eve, and i saw how what i did affected him.. i hurt his feelings... and i felt terrible about it :( i think i love him too much. i dont want to let go of him.. i want to marry him, i want him to be in my life forever :))